I have not done this in a while.. Weird? No.
My teachers have gotten mighty fine ideas about NOlifing. three weeks of homework in one. Bye life.
And yeah, funny thing. I have no life, only an existence.. Or something.
I want to have a life!

So, what to say? Hmm.. Starting yesterday!
Hospital:
- I survived the pain clinic.
And they were MUCH nicer there, my doc. there.. He did not examinate me when I said I did not want anyone touching my tummy. And he respected it. And he have full authority to tell me to shut it and let him try to help me.
AND I'M IN NEED OF A PC SOMETHING. A program is keeping me from putting the absolute most TOTALLY AWESOME pics (its three) Out here!

Bye bye happiness?
- My parents, who made me. does NOT want me to go to the EA consert in February. I want to, but without them buying me tickets i have no hope.
So Religious, me, now? yes. I am praying to whomever or whatever that might help me. And Demy said she might buy it for me. So.. I HOPE SO!

Suicide?
- What my camera is planing. Or did. Not only the twisting of colours in every single picture it takes, ruining my hours of colour planing. No, It also eats the battery like a melting IceCream, a very warm summer day. And because of the German-land accident, I can no longer take pics self. And relying on my brother to do it, no.
.. So I need help in some pictures that i've planed a long time. Please be nice to me.


Sleeping is overrated!
- Yeah, you lucky bastards that sleep. you do not know how lucky you are? do you?
Well, Be happy you do. It ruins you. Like everything. I feel like walking inbetween sleep and awake(ness)
And do you know how long the night gets, when you spend it crying. I'm sure some do. Imagne that, night after night. And appreciate your sleep.

Also addict.
- To.... errr.. ginger..
And that is after the weekend that was.
I have it in my mouth all the time...

iPod.
- The old one died like LONG time ago.
RIP. I still sulk in its memory. BUT. Andreas. My EmoCutie.
He came and gave me a new one. Just we sat in school, and he gave it to me.. I Love him~ My platonic BF!


And VampireFather~
If I don't talk to you before you see this. Remember our deal?
And plans!!


And since my cam died, and I can not take pics alone, I'll try to do something, since i have promised some pics...
And I now promise whomever cares-> A zombie!

And, I do hate DA MOOD.
I didn't fine what i wanted. So it is one dedicaded to my Brother right now, sitting in his room, being irritating.

Still no skin, for now I do not understand it. I tried. PROMISE!